Haven’t been blogging much lately. I’ve been focusing mostly on this book I’m trying to write. It’s a memoir, but the overarching theme I want to communicate is about escaping from a victim mentality, and overcoming the trauma of spiritual abuse. I’m trying to tell the story of everything that’s happened so far, and what I’ve learned, and I’m trying to put it all into one, large, cohesive work, and that’s been really challenging. Usually I only write short pieces. Couple pages, max.
Anyways, that’s what I’ve been doing, guys.
It’s coming up on three years now, though, since the cataclysm happened and my family was fully and finally destroyed by the spirit of the modern age. I’m still kind of spinning, in a way, sometimes. The change has been in a good direction, though, and it has been consistent. Everything has been about learning how to actively engage with the present moment, and not just in the sophomoric, existential way that I learned way back when I finally lost my mind after the abuse, and found myself dancing naked through life for a while…No, it’s been about doing this the way it was designed, and that’s a lot different. And it actually works, so that’s pretty good. I dig that.